Sorry boy , for all the tears . :(
Darling , seriously , do you still love me ? I know , even I ask you will only say " Silly question , ofcourse I do " .
But , I don't feel that you love me , I feel different . You made me feel like , you're gonna leave me , you're bored . Why ? Why when we broke up , you can do so much things to have me back ? Why , why after we patch up , you treat me like " I DON'T CARE ' ? Why , why when we're not together , you can fight for me , you can do everything I want ? Why , why after we're together , YOU TREAT ME AS INVINSIBLE ? Do you really appreaciate all the times we spent ? Do you really love me ? Or you get me back , just wanted to revenge ? I know , I know , I know you hated me before . YOU HATE ME VERY MUCH . Thanks god for letting me know . I'm seriously hurt . I'm seriously couldn't believe that , a guy i LOVED so MUCH would actually hurt me THAT DEEP . I know , I'm not a good girlfriend. I can change , I willing to change and to sacrifice everything . I beg you , don't leave . :'(

I want a guy to tell my father , " I wanna marry your princess & maker her my queen " . #sosweet. 

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